Saturday, March 19, 2011
I am so bad at keeping this up
I don't know why I can't keep this blog up. I love to write, and I love to spew out things I am feeling. Right now I am feeling like the next two weeks are only going to crawl. You see, I have entered a bodybuilding competition in the bikini division. I am not sure what I was thinking...I am excited, yet so scared to show the world my "mom" body. I just have to go back to the reason I wanted to do it in the first place. I know I am a strong person, and I want to do it for myself. I did not anticipate how hard the last month of training would be. Very low in carbs and eating the same thing day after day after day. Oh and did I mention that I work out six days a week, sometimes at 5 in the morning. The changes I see in my body are exciting! The competition is two weeks from today and I find myself with a mix of emotions. Excited, scared, nervous, and happy all at the same time. After the competition I go to my parents house for a few days for spring vacation. I am going to be so ready!!